Iam 36 years old and my husband Andrew is 37. I gave him the divorce papers at his mother’s 60th birthday dinner.
When I met Andrew, everything seemed… calm. No games. No love bombing. Just a steady, kind guy who listened to me.
He was 35 years old. I knew he had been married before.
“It didn’t work,” he once said, shrugging his shoulders.
She didn’t speak ill of me. Nothing about “crazy ex.” I thought that meant maturity.
I told my friends, “He’s stable. He’s an adult.”
The first time I met his family, I walked into his parents’ house and thought, “Oh. This is what looks normal.”
Andrew’s mom took both my hands and squeezed them.
Her mother, Veronica, was neat and charming, gliding through the kitchen as if it were her own stage set. Her father was quiet but kind, offering me a drink and asking if it was hot enough.
Her cousins were noisy but fun. Jokes shouted across the table. Kids screaming. Someone dropped a fork every five minutes. It was like one of those messy, happy families from sitcoms.
Andrew’s mom took both my hands and squeezed them.
“Finally,” she said, smiling at me as if I were a long-lost daughter. “We’ve been waiting for you.”
“You’re very lucky. Your mother-in-law loves you.”
“For me?” I asked, laughing.
“For the right woman for Andrew. He deserves a good wife.”
At the time, it sounded sweet, not ominous.
After we got married, her family welcomed me right away. Group chats. Vacation plans. Photos. Recipes. Her mom would text me “Good morning, honey” almost every day. She’d send me recipes. She’d ask how “her girl” was doing.
Everyone told me, “You’re so lucky. Your mother-in-law loves you.”
“You have no idea what they did to the last one.”
And I believed them.
Three months after the wedding, it was my mother-in-law’s birthday and the house was full.
After dinner, I slipped away to the bathroom. When I came back, I ran into a short, sharp-witted woman in the hallway.
“Hi, darling,” she said, and hugged me. “It’s Dolores. I’m sorry I missed your wedding.”
Before I could answer, he leaned towards me, his lips close to my ear, and whispered, “You have no idea what they did to the last one.”
“That’s… dramatic.”
My whole body froze.
“What… what do you mean?”
Dolores kept smiling, but her eyes didn’t.
“The last wife. She didn’t disappear. She left.” Her fingers tightened against my arm. “But not before they turned her into a version of herself she didn’t recognize.”
“At first they adored her.”
I let out a weak giggle. “That’s… dramatic.”
“That’s exactly right.”
Dolores glanced toward the dining room. Andrew’s mother was laughing, her hand on Andrew’s arm as if it were an accessory.
“At first they adored her,” she said. “They called her ‘darling.’ They said she was perfect for Andrew.”
My throat got dry.
“Saying no to your mother-in-law.”
“So what happened?” I asked.
“She had a job she loved. She didn’t want to have children right away. She didn’t want to move close by. She said, ‘Not yet.’ That was her mistake.”
“Was his mistake… saying no?”
“Saying no to your mother-in-law. After that, everything she did was wrong.”
He held my gaze.
“He… he’s not like that.”
“Your mother-in-law went from sweet to sharp.”
“Incisive?” I whispered.
“Comments made in front of people. If she reacted, she was ’emotional’. If she remained silent, she was ‘cold’.”
Her mouth twitched as if she were in pain.
“And Andrew always defended his mother,” she added. “Always.”
“But Andrew is kind,” I blurted out. “He… he’s not like that.”
On the surface, everything still seemed perfect.
“He’s nice,” Dolores said. “Until he feels uncomfortable.”
He let go of my arm and smiled as if I had never said any of that.
“Go get some cake, darling,” she said, and left.
I stood in the hallway, my heart pounding in my ears, trying to decide whether he had warned me or poisoned me.
For a while, I chose to believe that I had exaggerated.
Because, on the surface, everything still seemed perfect.
“Andrés needs a wife who is present.”
My mother-in-law still called me “darling.” She still hugged me. She kept telling everyone, “She’s exactly what Andrew needed.”
I liked feeling chosen.
Then the comments started.
We were having dinner at his house. I was talking about a big project at work, tired but excited. I poured myself some water. Andrew’s mom watched me and smiled.
“Honey,” she said. “You work a lot. Andrew needs a wife who is present, not a woman who is always behind something.”
“It’s old-fashioned.”
I laughed as if it were a joke.
On another occasion, he told me, “Careers are nice, darling, but marriages don’t survive on emails alone.”
That night, in bed, I told Andrew, “Your mom keeps making insinuations about my job.”
He kissed my forehead.
“She’s old-fashioned. Don’t let it bother you.”
“I noticed your fridge was a little empty.”
I tried not to.
Then Veronica began to “help”.
He showed up with food that I hadn’t ordered.
“I noticed your fridge was a little empty,” he said, coming into my kitchen.
Veronica reorganized my drawers.
“This makes more sense,” he told me. “You’ll thank me later.”
“I don’t understand why you’re still working full-time.”
My mother-in-law also sent me lists of meals she thought I should cook.
“Men need real food,” she wrote. “Not takeout and snacks, honey.”
If he joked, “You’re very involved in our menu,” he would smile even more broadly.
“You’ll learn,” he said.
***
One afternoon, Veronica was sitting on my sofa as if it were her own, looking around the living room, cup in hand. Andrew was talking on the phone nearby.
“Andrew doesn’t need a wife with a boss.”
Out of nowhere, he said, “I don’t understand why you’re still working full time.”
I blinked. “What did you say?”
“Now you’re married. This isn’t supposed to be the case.”
My stomach tightened.
“I like my job.”
Veronica laughed.
“Everything in my son’s life is my decision.”
“Honey, Andrew doesn’t need a wife with a boss. He needs a wife with priorities.”
I looked at Andrew. He was still moving.
“That’s not your decision,” I snapped.
Her smile disappeared.
“Everything in my son’s life is my decision,” Veronica said calmly.
“Why are you making a big deal out of this?”
That night I tried again with Andrew.
“Your mom told me that she decides everything in your life. In our house.”
He sighed as if he had presented us with a bill we couldn’t pay.
“Why are you making a big deal out of this? Just try to help us.”
“Are you helping us by telling me to quit my job?”
“Maybe you’re right,” Andrew said. “You’re always stressed. You’re never at your best.”
The pressure from the baby came later.
“I’m stressed because your mother is constantly hovering over me,” I snapped.
Andrew rolled his eyes.
“See? This! This attitude is why she thinks you’re difficult.”
I heard Veronica in my head.
The pressure from the baby came later.
It’s like a bad joke: I actually want to have children.
“A real woman doesn’t wait until she’s almost 40.”
I used to imagine Andrew holding our baby in his arms. A little family that was ours.
But now, when I imagined a baby, I also imagined my mother-in-law in the delivery room, in the baby’s room, in every decision.
If I had a baby with Andrew while his mother was running our lives, I would never have a voice again.
So I hesitated.
At dinner parties, Veronica would smile too much and ask, “So… is there any news yet?”
I would reply: “Not yet.”
“Do you want a baby or do you want to make your mom happy?”
She was laughing.
“You’re 35, darling. Do you think you can wait forever? Andrew deserves to have children. A real woman doesn’t wait until she’s almost 40.”
The first time, my face burned.
The second time, my hands trembled under the table.
The third time, I made an excuse and cried in the bathroom.
“You always think the worst of her.”
***
One night, Andrew and I were brushing our teeth.
“You know,” Andrew said, “we should probably start trying soon.”
I looked at him in the mirror. “Do you want a baby or do you want to make your mom happy?”
Andrew’s jaw tightened.
“Don’t be like that.”
“As well as?”.
“At least make the house look like a home.”
“Paranoid. You always think the worst of her.”
“Because she controls our lives. She’s involved in every decision.”
She dropped her toothbrush in the sink. “She’s my mother. She’s always going to be involved. If you can’t handle that, maybe you’re not ready for a real family.”
There it was.
A “real family” meant my husband, his mother, and whatever role they decided I should play.
“He deserves better than frozen dinners and a wife who’s always ‘busy’.”
After that, Veronica dropped the sweet facade with me.
“If you’re not going to give her a baby,” she told me one afternoon, “at least make the house look like a home.”
An hour later, she shook her head. “You don’t cook enough.”
That same afternoon, as he passed by the kitchen, he stopped again.
“You don’t clean properly.”
“My son works too hard,” she would say whenever she could. “He deserves better than frozen dinners and a wife who’s always ‘busy’.”
Andrew sat back and let her say it.
“I want peace.”
Sometimes he nodded.
Once, after she had left, he said, “She’s not entirely wrong about the house. You could try harder.”
“Let me see if I understand this,” I said. “You want me to quit my job, cook more, clean more, get pregnant immediately, and smile while your mom insults me?”
“I want peace.”
What I meant was, I want you to stop defending yourself.
“That he finally has a wife who understands her place.”
***
I lasted a year like that. Then came her 60th birthday. The night everything finally broke down cleanly and quietly.
The same house. The same overcrowded coat rack. The same overly loud laughter.
I entered feeling like I was stepping onto a stage where my role had already been written.
Dinner was fine because I hardly spoke.
After dessert, Andrew’s mother stood up with her wine glass and put her arm around his shoulders.
“And may she have children soon.”
“For my son,” Veronica said. “That he may finally have a wife who understands her place.”
An awkward laugh was heard.
“A wife who prioritizes family,” he added, looking directly at me. “A wife who stops acting like she’s still single.”
My chest was burning.
“And may she have children soon,” my mother-in-law finished, her voice bright. “Before it’s too late.”
Silence.
This was never going to change.
Everyone looked at me.
Andrew gave me a warning look, as if to say, “Don’t start.”
And something inside me… calmed down.
This was never going to change.
Not with more conversations. Not with more opportunities. Because this was not a misunderstanding.
That was the design.
“You’re absolutely right.”
I got up.
“You’re absolutely right,” I said, smiling.
My mother-in-law’s eyes narrowed.
“It’s great to know what matters to you,” I added.
I reached into my bag, took out a folder, and held it up to Andrew.
He frowned, opened it, and turned pale.
“Are you doing this here?”
“What is that?” his mother snapped.
“The divorce papers,” I said.
The room fell silent.
“Are you doing this here?” Andrew hissed. “On my mom’s birthday?”
“It seemed like the right place,” I said. “She’s had more of a say in our marriage than I have.”
“Couldn’t you behave yourself for just one night?”
“After everything we’ve done for you,” Veronica shouted. “Is this how you repay us? You selfish little thing…”
“Mom,” Andrew interrupted, then turned on me. “You always do the same thing. You always mess everything up. Couldn’t you behave for one night?”
Behave. Like a dog.
“That’s the problem,” I said. “I didn’t marry you to behave. I married you to be your wife.”
“You want a maid.”
I looked at Veronica.
“You don’t want a daughter-in-law,” I continued. “You want a servant who will give you grandchildren on demand.”
She was speechless.
Andrew didn’t jump to my defense. He just seemed horrified that I’d said it out loud.
So I told them my last sentence.
“You can stay with your mother.”
“You can stay with your mother,” I told him. “You already chose her.”
I picked up my coat from the crowded coat rack, walked out the front door, and didn’t look back .
No shouting. No dramatic sobbing. Just me, finally choosing myself.
***
I am now 36 years old and in the middle of a divorce.
Andrew’s family tells everyone that I “went crazy” and that I “couldn’t bear to be a real wife.” Sometimes I think of Dolores in that hallway, whispering, “You have no idea what they did to the last one.”
Now I understand.
I still want a family.
They never had the chance to finish doing it to me.
I still want a baby. I still want a family.
I simply don’t want to raise a child in a world where the role of their mother is to apologize for existing.
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